-holic

How did I get here?
Where did I go wrong?
I was above it.
I was too strong.

It wasn't my plan.
It was all in fun.
God, I loved the rush.
Playful hit and run.

Oh, the heights I soared,
A utopic flight.
Then would come the crash.
The darkest of nights.

But now I find myself
Where I've not been before.
Insatiable hunger.
Needing more. More. MORE.

I've become frantic.
Overcome with need.
Searching for a scrap
My addiction to feed.

One search barely over
When I begin anew.
My soul crying out for
A single word from you.